7 Day Porn Free Challenge Diary

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Wow, what a week!

I achieved my goal as set out in part 1 of the 7 Day Porn Free Challenge 

But I watched porn twice and not once as I promised myself I would.

Man, giving up porn is hard. Much harder than I thought. I started having withdrawals towards the end of the week.

Seriously.

I tried masturbating over a real person – a girl I had coffee with – but I deflated not long after starting.

The girl I fantasized about: a very hot and sexy 21 year old law student.

Why fantasize? Why didn’t you get her number, date her and do the deed?

Good questions.

Answers: I’m taking a break from dating for the next 4 weeks (now 2) so I can complete this challenge. And I don’t date women under 28.

Let’s continue.

In his blog post, Pornography Can Ruin Your Sex Life, Mark Manson says he experienced  “some mood swings” in the first few weeks of giving up porn.

I didn’t have mood swings this week, but I found I needed porn to finish what I had started. My sex drive remained the same even though I watched porn and played with my old fella less than the week before.

Actually, that’s not entirely true – I lost interest in sex or having sex from Monday to Thursday.

Before I took on the challenge I wanted sex every day…at least every other day.

It’s hard saying what effect or benefits the challenge is having after two weeks – the data is still being processed.

What I can say is I am noticing women I previously wouldn’t have given the time of day.

Not average women, but women who are a 6 or 7 out of 10. Manson talks about having the same experience in his post.

I looked at  ‘chubby’ women (not fat) as being cute. Women with glasses or freckles and red hair gave me a ‘half mongrel.’

I found intellectual conversations with women extremely sexy and I wanted to fuck the brains out of a Sri Lankan, and an Afghani.

I never, ever thought I’d confess that.

More importantly, I felt intense desire and connection with these women and appreciated everything about them.

So at this stage the challenge is, in fact, having positive impacts on my life. .

Let’s see how next week goes.

 

Next Week’s Goals

  1. Masturbate over a real woman twice.

2. No porn.

 

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Week 3

Guess what?

 

I watched porn three times this week. And I masturbated all three times (God have mercy on my soul…).

Readers following this series know I set a goal of masturbating twice and only over a ‘real’ person. And that goal included no porn. It’s fucking hard not watching porn, especially when you’re always hard as a rock…

I knew it would challenge me, but not this much. Still, I am watching less porn than before I started.

So that’s a win.

 

I began masturbating over a ‘real’ person every time this week, but I lost interest…again.

I had to watch porn.

Am I addicted? I categorically denied a porn addiction in “Even The Gods Enjoyed Porn And A Tug Now And Then.” And the week before in the introductory post “Are You Up For The 7 Day Porn Free Challenge?”

Shit, isn’t denial a symptom of addiction? So many questions left unanswered…

Anyway, I mentioned in last week’s update how women I never found attractive became, well, attractive.

But is this from watching less porn? Is my mind playing tricks on me? Or is it an illustration of how powerful the sub-conscious is?

Let me explain.

I’ve told myself watching less porn equals finding ‘every day’ women – 6 or 7 out of 10 – sexy. Ditto ethnic women such as Afghan, Asian and African – women I never found attractive before.

This is realistic because they are sexy.

The sub-conscious accepts this as true and tells the conscious mind “hey, man, let this dude like these women.”

 

How Am I Benefiting From This?

My ‘type’ of woman has gone from a ‘simply must be white with blonde, black or brunette hair’ to an Afghan, Asian, African, and just about everything in between.

As mentioned, women who are a 6 or 7 out of 10 intrigue me.

Don’t get me wrong, I would approach 8s, 9s and 10s before approaching the others, but I’m not limiting myself if a connection isn’t made with these ‘hot’ women.

End result: I’ve increased my chances of meeting more high value women. And I now look at a woman from a place of loving and appreciation of her beauty and not just ‘fuck, she’s hot.’

That, my friend, is a massive victory.

Read the final chapter “Porn Free Challenge Week 4 Update”

 

 

 

 

 

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